I am loving the new art work. I am not even into Ballet, but this image speaks to me. I think it must be the beauty, elegance & grace. Plus the flexibility & skill. My focus for the new year is to become the best version of new me. Leaving the past me behind in the archives of my subconscious mind…
I say best version of new me. In reality I am allowing the Domme side of me to emerge from the shadows. It is Dommes time to rise & shine…WTF! Am I on about! Rolls my subbie eyes…
I never said it was going to happen overnight. One snap decision. No…It is going to be a journey of kinky discovery. I do like corsets. I think I threw my corset away when I moved & also cleared out all my spanking implements…
I just now remembered that. Throwing away all those expensive implements. The thick leather strap. The wooden paddle with the holes. Bought with my husband at the first LFF. We went to together. Hang on. Past memory alert!…Stop right there!
Its in the past. Gone. I can’t go back & change anything, but I can reset my mindset to believe a different version. Focus on the good experience of that paddle. Oh! Noo! Hang on. Its happening again. Bad! Bad! Bad! Abort! Abort!…Phew! I dodged that one. Is there any good? Of course there is. The good far out weigh the bad. Anyway. What happened to my Journey of discovery. I just got stuck waiting for my luggage which got lost…
I need more art work to inspire…
I am doing the research to boost my confidence. I don’t want to end up looking like a tw*t. A laughing stock. Someone to take the pee out of. No I don’t need that negativity in my life. It is all about fun, pleasure, gaining something satisfying from the experience. Otherwise why bother? Why waste my precious time & energy…
I do feel that I would enjoy the dressing up, but I don’t want to attend any events at this moment in my life. I have other things in my life I want to focus my time & energy on. A lot more. So technically my Domme self is merely for fun, entertainment & writing. Growing vegetables, is a lot more illuminating then…Um!
Wow! Does that sound bad? Weird even. Unless you consider what you can do with a carrot, cucumber. Oo! Chilies. I’ll be a Domme in gardening gloves, denim dungarees & floral…A hat? Is that sexy? I suppose anything can be sexy. I am visualising trees, privacy. A man naked, tied to a tree. A switch, a birch?
This pic makes me smile. No I am not going to dress up this way…
My Domme evolving is underway. Watch this space…