Yesterday’s deep dark delving left me feeling ‘Ugh!’ I had to distract myself with gardening, and playing Minecraft {In creative mode, I enjoy building over fighting monsters} Oh! & watching Medium. It was far more soothing on the brain than remembering my past scene life as a sub… The great thing about it being in the past. Is there it stays. Long go. No longer able to...
It’s that time again. When I get my blog cap on…Coffee in hand. Typing one-handed. I know many men are adept at one-handed typing, lol… 53 Excellent Daily Writing Prompts for Adults I thought today I would try something different…Writing prompts. Adapting each one to fit into my Spankee mind…Obviously, I won’t do all 53. That would end up too long-winded… ...
I just wrote a long blog post but decided to delete it. Symbolically deleting all that stinky clutter from my mind. I do this quite often. I don’t see it as a waste of my time. I see it as CBT. My version… Today I want to focus more on cognitive behaviour therapy. After two separate incidents, this morning. I did blog about one of them but decided to delete it. As I said. Symbolically ...
I am halfway through my set in gold ‘Must write 1000 words’ each day. Or else! Well…Nothing bad will happen. I am just determined to write my first of many short stories, leading up to completing my first-ever novel. I need to set myself rules. Like 1000 words every day forever & a day. Or just a year. 365 days of writing 1000 words every day, plus blogging… I am quite ...
300 words down. 700 words to go before bedtime. I do like to adlib. So far I’m in a dream, which feels so real. There is smog, but there is also a horse & carriage…Soo! Time travel? A dream? Maybe she time travels through her dreams. Was there smog in Victorian London? After all, they had coal fires…Because surely no hoses & carriages would be out in the smog in 1952̷...
Today is the day I start my story writing. 1000 words each day, until I complete my first of many short stories. Then as I said before. I will carry on writing 1000 words each day until I complete a novel. The first 10,000 words are going in my blog here. Maybe every other day. 2000 words are easier to read in a blog than 10,000. I will break my story down into 5 parts. This means I need to do som...
I am in contemplation mode…Do I? Don’t I? Should I? Is it worth it? Who cares to read it anyway…Hm? Also. In what way do I tell this dramatic tale? In blog mode? In story mode ‘Show not tell’? I am aiming to write 1000 words each day & not stop for anything… To write this sorry tale it will have to be fantasy fiction & change all the names & places. ...
It is a beautiful early summer Sunday. I have been blogging, shopping, and returning to blog some more. Tomorrow I start writing my stories. 1000 words each day. Never! Ever! giving up. Never stopping. Imagine the results of my writing this time next year. How many novels will that be under my belt…6 books. Wow! It is easy to write 1000 words each day, but I need it to go somewhere other tha...
As a submissive in the scene. I chose to stay true to myself. Unfortunately, I was surrounded by people who wanted to make friends & socialise far more than play. I call it to play because it is playing to me. Though playing sounds wrong. I need a new word to describe what I was into…Not because I am still ‘playing’ but because I like to blog & ‘play’ conjures...
Its Saturday. Nowhere to go. Other than the settee with my coffee. Laptop at the ready to chillax & blog. All is calm with the world. My life is drama free. So why allow the drama of old into my mind…Hm? Perspective! The drama from the past I can use it as ‘conflict’ in my stories. Stories need conflict. Well, they don’t. If I choose not to add conflict to my stories th...
I was struggling with all this Spankee stuff yesterday. So I took a break. The answer to this dilemma. If it could be construed that way? I find asking myself questions helps give me the answers I need. Sounds weird? Try it. You’ll be amazed at how smart you are, lol… Anyway. Where was I? Oh! Yeah!… Leave the old behind. As in going in the new ouch. As I said to my good friend we...
This is a CBT blog post…Aka cognitive behaviour therapy. I use memes and quotes a lot. There are many that I can read & they no longer apply because I have come so far. They help me see just how far I have come. Which fills me with a sense of accomplishment…Yay! Me! Here is one I just came across… This is a biggy…No more tears. No more depression. No more feelings of an...